July 2017

 April 10, 2012

I am in a happy place, really I am. With the last months of ups and down (the whole winter actually )

behind us and new beginnings in front of us, I am ready. Ready (as I can be) for what this new part of life without my mother or father will be like. I am not going to lie to you, it is hard, very hard. The hardest is the everyday little things you are use to doing. Calling to see if she needs anything or to fill her in on an event or to borrow something, stopping in on the mornings trip to work, loosing her in the grocery store. I find my Wednesday very busy now. Friends are calling and stopping by to keep me occupied. It is all hard for all of us I am sure. But in these new beginnings I feel strength among my sibling, my sons and Kyle and I. He is just as effected by all this as I am. He loves mom so deeply. Kyle and I spent Easter week at all the Easter services. In doing that I was helped to go forward with new beginnings and what better time then now "HE HAS RISEN....HE HAS RISEN INDEED!!!! And so shall we.

As I look of this picture I realize that Kyle and I still look at each other in the same way, with such deep love as we did 30 years ago. As I type (2:00) I am getting ready to walk down that isle again, On dad's arm with mom standing up front smiling. So today I choose to walk down that isle again to new beginnings. To our next 30 years of Aron & Wade falling in love, grandchildren being born, little league,graduations, retirement, travel you name it. Kyle and I will be walking down that isle.

Together forever

I love you all

LIVE - LAUGH- LOVE